Men’s work: Connecting with the Earth

Many times I have heard of derogatory and also feminist uses of the term “woman’s work”.  But what about men’s work?  In our emerging culture what is the real work to be done? And what does it have to do with being a man?  I was in Hawaii recently and I was struck at how easy it is to connect to the Earth there.  Molten lava flows under the very ground, and a sense of the aliveness of the Earth and the Goddess Pele is so palpable, it is shocking for me to return to Seattle’s apathy.  I toured intentional communities, ate food with people as a community, I swam with 16-20 dolphins for over an hour, drank the juice of coconut from a nearby tree and went to sleep with the sound of koke frogs. I began to move in rhythm with the Earth in a new way. As I have come back I have felt a strong and determined desire to connect to the Earth that deeply here.  I feel called to work with the land more deeply and I have felt an awakening of my desire to also work with men more deeply and to create challenges for men to connect to the Earth more deeply.  I believe that in this way, men can become stronger in themselves.

I have lived a relatively connected life to the Earth here in Seattle. But relative to what I experienced in Hawaii, it is really disconnected.   I long for that bigger connection to earth and intentional community.  I see this as a source of wellness and as deep spiritual journey and practical way of sustainable living, and it can be super rewarding socially too.

I have been separated from the food I eat, and from the beauty of soil and fresh greens growing.  I have been living in my head too much. When I was in Hawaii, something in me woke up.  That’s not gonna do it for me anymore.  I have been beginning in a Daka Training and getting out of the head and into the body is part of it, but it is also connecting to the soil, and to accepting the challenges of life as invitations to grow and plant new seeds.

I am learning how to plant the garden of loving community; A community more in harmony with the Earth.

2010
03/05
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The Quickening Pulse of Life – Passion!

Happy February!  On Feb 2nd “Groundhog Day”,  a pagan holiday called “Imbolc” is celebrated.  Imbolc is also called the quickening, and is the time of year when milk begins to flow and when the sap begins to flow in the trees, it is said to be the quickening of life in nature as the world awakens from a wintry slumber and into the passion of spring!

There has definitely been a quickening in my life!  Here are a few updates:

  1. This mainsite has gotten a makeover with rollover drop-down menus and a new slick “directory look”. (still being updated)
  2. The first of the mini-sites (my session site) is going live tonight which is called “Touch the Divine”.
  3. I have moved to a new location in West Seattle with a nicer sacred healing space and am now nearly moved in.
  4. And I am going to Hawaii for ten days to visit Pele, and teach and recharge my solar batteries before my next adventure.
  5. I have a new class being co-created with Verla Wade called Light up your Passion for Life which will be my first co-creation class with Verla who has taught globally subjects such as Kabbalah and pathworking.  I will be leading a Sensual Dance portion of the night and Verla will be teaching about candle Magick and how you can take that passion home with you in a candle all charged up from our dancing! So watch for that the date being talked about for that is March 28th, from 1-6pm $45 includes  your own passion candle and entry.
  6. 3 Loves Part 2 was a big success! Thank you so much to everyone who was there and who made that experience so beautiful!
2010
02/10
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Happy New Year!

Blessings on your New Year!

I have been loving All Star Fitness and have been building up my strength and reducing my stress and improving my cardio. I have been loving it. Winter is the best time ever for going to the gym! it is a total pick me up when it is cold and wet. I can take Yoga and do cardio and weight train and use the sauna and hot tub and steam room or pool after.

All of the challenges which have faced me have been blessings in disguise. It is amazing to feel so blessed and loved.

Abundance Abounds!

  1. My life has never been better, I am surrounded by loving community and am deepening into my spiritual growth as a man.
  2. I am going so deliciously deep in my practice of Divine Touch.
  3. I am so blessed to be in a loving, fulfilling, open relationship with Robyn Lynn. She is a major inspiration in my life and a great co-creator and experimenter in building loving community.
  4. I am grateful to David Whelan who is letting me use his car, which has been an awesome blessing!
  5. I am learning tons from David Cates about new models for sustainable group process and what it really means to be heart-centered.
  6. I am starting another round of Pathworking with Verla Wade and learning about my deep psyche and how it can be used to harmonize with nature and the divine and being fully resourced by life without hesitation.
  7. I am taking a class with Teri Ciacchi on Goddess teachings and their social activism aspects. The Goddess is a compass in my life in this emerging time of Divine Union where men and women and people of all genders learn how to create together harmoniously.
  8. I am learning about community -and man there is a lot to learn, and yet I am finding it a fun creative challenge. Reading a book on Sociocracy called “We The People: Consenting to a Deeper Democracy” which is fantastic, best read in a long time! Which is answering all kinds of questions i have about how to be in community and work together.
  9. In a couple weeks I am getting ready to meet with Adele and start building the next series of Gemstone Energy Medicine classes. The transcription of the notes from our work together is almost complete! The Book editing can soon begin!
  10. I am teaching a part 2 of the Class: 3 Loves: A Story of Love and an Experience of Loving on Jan 28th @ Sharma Center, with Robyn Lynn which features three luscious exercises on how to embody love (which we update). I am so looking forward to that! The last event was amazing and packed! save the Date details to follow, this one will be even better! $20 at door

And this is just the beginning!

2010
01/04
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Winter Update:I am splitting up this blogsite into several smaller sites

Some People have noticed that my Blogsite is so big and complex that trying to keep your attention on one thing can be as difficult as herding cats! So in honor of that and my past tendency to try to do too much all in the same place with too many split focuses, I will be simplifying my Blogsite Format and giving you another update and this lovely picture:

Yee Haw! ;)

Format Change for blogsite: I have made a choice to simplify the user experience by  keeping this as my main site as a master link directory to multiple dedicated blog-sites each featuring one topic.  Each service will have it’s own blog-site now all linked to this main site and with return links.  There will be sites for:

  • Divine Touch
  • Reiki
  • Storytelling
  • Touch Positive Culture
  • Meridian Integration Technique
  • Crystal Coil Amulets
  • Sustainable Culture Links in Seattle
  • GEM Gemstone Energy Medicine
  • Life Activations
  • and More!

So now when you go to my site you can just learn in detail about a subject and then go back to the main site to explore a different area if you are interested.

Health Update: It is getting cold! and I will be joining the All Star Fitness in West Seattle to get in shape. It is time to winterize myself again.  time to strip away to the essentials and make it easy to take care of myself with a good plan in my new location.  I have recovered fully from the concussion and am making a concerted effort to become healthier than ever before.  I also received a rather Miraculous Healing which has changed my whole outlook on my practice.  I am also making some blessed oils blends to use in my Spiritual Touch Sessions. It is so amazing what power presence has!  May I enjoy sharing this with others!

Blessings to you all and hope you are staying warm this winter.    :)

2009
12/08
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Daenin Wellness Fall Update! New Location, Declaration of Ministry and Touch Positive Culture

Hey, I am sending this note to you because I want you to know where I am, what’s going on with me and my business, and because I value how you have helped me develop my life’s work.

Goodbye Capitol Hill! I will miss your walkable restaurants and many familiar conveniences.Most of all I will miss walking to ecstatic dance. Daenin Wellness has been there for some time -at least 3 years. Thank you for all you have taught me and how you have nurtured me and my business. I am sad to let go of these things and yet I am grateful for what I am gaining and the new adventures in store in my new home. I will stay in touch with the ecstatic dance community and visit the hill often.

Hello West Seattle! I am not far. I am just over the West Seattle bridge. For now call for directions and address: 206-679-1363. West Seattle feels more relaxed and has adequate free parking! Yay! I have housemate who shares the sacred healing space with me.  I have my own separate space and a dedicated healing space, too. I am getting the lay of the land here now. Blessings abound!

New Practice Space: I am happy to report that my new practice space is quite lovely. I still have use of my double plush wide massage table, but now it is heated too. Yes! And it now lives in a dedicated sacred healing space with beautiful lighting and decor and a view of a tall stone Buddha in a garden under a tree. The practice space has big windows that open into a view of a big tree and lush vegetation all around. It’s private and comfortable. Some of my receivers have transitioned there already and really like it.

The Flood: Thank you for your support at the Touch of the Divine event. It was a huge success and really made a difference to help me deal with the damage done from the flood to my things and the mold issue that made it impossible to work or live there anymore. Thank you Teri Ciacchi and thank you Living Love Revolution for throwing the event. It was great to experience being supported by community so deeply and I hope everyone gets to have that experience, truly a blessing.

Recent changes for Daenin Wellness:

1. Declaration of my Ministry. As many of you know I have been a pretty spiritual guy for some time and in the past I have been framing my lifework as a wellness business. It has never really felt quite right though. I have had my resistance to religious dogma and not wanted to be associated with this and yet my approach to my life’s work has always been deeply spiritual. I also have resisted the mental approach to spirituality, that was never a good fit for me. I have always seen the temple of spirit as our bodies and always experienced spirit more kinesthetically and somatically. I was raised in 5 religions and have studied orthodox religions and their mystical counterparts. My grandfather was a reverend in the Science of Mind church and I had my reactions to that too. They have mostly been so “in the head” for me and confusing that It has taken me some time to own that I am really a kind of priest after all. My religion has been a journey to embody Love. For me dancing and healing touch are sacred and holy acts where I feel the Touch of the Divine. I have stories to tell feeling moved to speak like the Quakers, and my sincerest hope, now that I am a priest, is that the stories will inspire and not preach.

2. Reverend Status: I am a reverend in the Universal Life Church and I am capable of performing weddings and other ceremonies legally and all of my practices are now a part of my ministry. You will find more and more about this and about my personal practices within my ministry on my website in new pages. The messages are coming quickly, and I am changing a lot, so I will try to keep you abreast of the changes. As we are now in what the Modern Mystery School calls the “Time of Divine Union” and they are putting on Fusion Events. I am seeing the need for fusion everywhere. Where there are gaps, I bridge them with presence. As a reverend my practice is being in the heart and embodying this so deeply that my presence inspires others to remember being fully integrated within the deep, full, scope of heart-self within the dream.

3. Daenin Wellness supports Touch Positive Culture: Over the years of doing wellness practices and energy medicine and massage and Reiki etc. I have found that no matter how good I am at “being therapeutic” that people really have repeating hangups in many of the same places due to bigger cultural deficiencies. If I give someone exquisite touch or hold really unconditional loving presence and then they go back to their lives of no touch, or really unconscious touch and people who are not present or in their bodies, this can even be kinda traumatic.

I am tired of people coming back to me again and again because I am the only one or one of the few who knows how to embody loving touch in their lives. So I have chosen to ask myself: What really will lead to peoples wellness?

So what really makes a difference for people? My answers coming through have required major changes in my approach! There is no way around it, people need touch in community to be healthy. A baby without loving touch will die. I also discovered that people are starving for healthy touch and sexuality. There is so much shaming that has gone on in this world around sexuality and I do not believe that this has anything to do with a “divine plan.” I believe that people have often become neurotic when they have been touch-deprived and are also not often reminded of the Divine within by the touch they do receive. I feel deeply moved by people and groups who support “Touch Positive Culture.” And I feel even more moved by those who embody unconditional love so purely that it is palpable and even transfers to those they touch. I hold this as sacred.

I likewise hold ecstatic dance as sacred–where else can you go to experience not being in the mind and being embodied in the heart and not talking -with people of all ages? This a powerful and sacred thing to me. People come out of these dances transformed and having “religious experiences” without the religion or dogma.

So there has been this divide between sexuality and divinity that has seemed like too big a bridge to span for people in a such a sex-negative culture. That is why I am really moved by the emergence of Touch Positive Culture and I have added it to the embodied solutions I support. I see it as one of the most safe, effective and necessary ways to produce wellness for community. There is an organization in Portland called Love Tribe and I am helping to create a Seattle chapter for Love Tribe. Please check out http://LoveTribe.org They are really heart centered, high integrity people who are well-organized and putting on amazing events.

I have also been working with Rev. Teri Ciacchi and the Living Love Revolution as well as a group known as the Love Council which is here to create a Seattle chapter of love tribe and and puts on touch-positive events in Seattle.

To your wellness, in love and light,

Daenin

2009
11/12
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Envisioning Sustainable Culture

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Wellness for all is a goal of mine.  I am here to tell the stories that bring people together.  And together we can create wellness for all.  Even if the scope seems overwhelming to change, people can come together and make a difference when they know they have another viable option.

And the scope is huge! When I think about wellness for all, it really is more than just the availability of good wellness plans and single-payer health-care.  It is our relationships, our media, our institutions, our schools, our environment, our monetary system and even our deeply held personal  beliefs which influence our wellness.  Can we afford to spend time caring about ourselves our kids our friends, our species, our planet? At some point if we are going to get well we face being holistic, humanitarian and empathic enough to deal with a cultural redesign.  So I have been asking myself: What is the best way to envision a sustainable culture?

I have a very active mind, and I spend a lot of time thinking about the possible directions I will go in my life. I think about what my friends will accomplish and about our relationships. Where they will go in their lives? On a larger scale I think about the emerging trends toward a sustainable culture which lift my spirits and I get all analytical with my highly technical friends and model out what it will take to create a sustainable culture more consciously.  More than all that I feel this sense of passion and motivation to connect people together who I feel have such brilliant gifts to share that may be pieces of a sustainable culture.

Are we too busy to redesign our broken systems, institutions and habits?

How can we come to agreement on tough issues?

How are we going to pay our rent and our bills, feed the starving kids, deal with urban sprawl, clean up our environment, have a sense of self-worth and live happy lives?  What does it take to feed all of humanity and clothe us and give us homes and excellent health-care? How do we as a species learn how to regulate ourselves and come into balance with the eco-system?

What is really going on with our economy?

How are we doing at creating opportunities to accept each other and love one another?  How can one person even a  compassionate person make a difference?  These are questions that require more than lip service.  Their are actually technical answers to these emotionally charged issues.  I have been looking to create groups for a long time to help my community and I have found issues with power struggles and ego and competition have gotten in the way.

Well I believe their is an answer if not several for these questions.  When I first heard about Dynamic Governance, or Sociocracy, I was skeptical.  But as I have gone deeper into understanding what it is and what it has already accomplished as a means for decision making and governance I have become more and more intrigued.  In particular I have been impressed with meeting John Buck.  Can this method actually work?  Am I someone who can help make a difference?

I care about my friends and family , and I am seeking a deeper connection to my greater family.  I bless my food.  I give thanks to a power greater than my ego.  I  do my best to inspire people to come together and create something fulfilling.

I am so desirous of an efficient and successful means to envision together and make choices together to agree and have consent together!  People with a common humanitarian goal are capable of great achievements.

One thing is clear about envisioning sustainable culture: it requires a lot of participation and insight.   I have had visions of what a Utopian world would be like since I was a child.  And the last thing we need is people getting attached to single persons version of a Utopia!  I know we can do better as we come together and share our insights.  And there is always another step. I am not aiming for perfection. I am aiming for what our next step is that is a whole lot better than where we have been. We live in a real world, and visionaries are often looked at as dreamers.  So in light of this, I choose to envision with my eyes open.  I believe that whatever we come up with we will eventually outgrow that too as a species. And that as an individual my vision has less scope than if I can invite other visionaries working toward a common goal to envision together.  I believe Sociocracy to be a brilliant new method to harness collective wisdom with consent quickly and more fairly than majority rule.

I reject the lone-ranger-visionary approach.

I advocate online crowd-sourcing, and Sociocracy to empower vision with insight, depth and discernment.

I see other visionary’s works not as stand alone dreams to be scrutinized, but rather as invitations to collaborate. If there is something I don’t like or do not understand about another’s vision, I can ask what function that aspect of the vision serves and if they are open to input or collaboration on that aspect.

It is in this light that I invite you to look at the Venus Project and the movie Zeitgeist II addendum. For those of you who have seen it already check out the Zeitgeist Movement Orientation.

My additions to this vision would be to emphasize interfaith collaboration and acceptance and add Sociocracy to the interdisciplinary groups.  I was raised in 5 religions and everyone was pretty convinced their beliefs were “right”.  I learned how to make up my own mind and am better off for having been exposed to many different kinds of beliefs.  Their are groups called sociocracy circles eachwith their own name in the Seattle area now forming who are studying sociocracy for various applications or just to learn about sociocracy itself. And there is a group which helps organize sociocratic groups in Seattle called “Next Step Together“.

2009
10/11
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What does it take to reform healthcare? -Healthcare reform begins with Your willingness to recieve Love

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I was on the radio 8 ball show on 9-9-09 and found myself once again in the role of storytelling- observing synchronicity in the questions and answers of the show participants and weaving together meanings into a message for community insight…

In This show someone asked: What is the matter with the health care system? What does it take to reform health care?

The answer came back with a song in position four the “heart” position- which has to do with love and relationships.   I thought about it and began piecing together the other bits of wisdom in the lyrics of the songs and the message was something that struck me hard.

Our health care system reflects the quality of our relationships.

How?

Well here are a few connections of health care as it “has been”:

Fear, Isolation & competition- as we are isolationist or “independent” we wait till the last minute to bring up what is important and then may require drastic measures which adds to the drama of our relationship or our wellness in life.  Are you really communicating your true desires early and clearly? The perception of lack and competition leads to more drastic “quick-fix” behaviors.

Here is what the emerging health care “can be now” if we so choose:

Love, Inclusion & Cooperation- as we are inclusive of what is going on for us and share our desires our “symptoms” and what is really our deep heart desire and support each other in creating our true desires our relationship and our wellness improves in many ways.

  1. When the quality of our relationships is good our immune systems work better- less unnecessary stress
  2. When their is positive passionate energy flowing it is easier to manifest and create a desirable life -increased lymbic function and endocrine health.
  3. We are more hopeful and believe in our power to effect change in the world- in areas such as health care for instance.
  4. It is easier to be a good friend when relationships are going well and it our friends and loved ones that in their care and love of us really prevent our needing lots of extraneous psychiatric help. To put in the positive, unconditional love is our best medicine.

So, to wrap it up. The “song answer” on the show was about a black woman who risked her life to cross the Ohio river when it was frozen to get to somewhere where she could be loved and accepted for who she is. How far do we have to go to get to the place that is true for us?  The answer is simple.  We get to have a profound heart connection as a people. We get to learn how to receive love and be courageous enough to pursue what matters to us on a heart level. When we are taking care of ourselves and each other and have enough hope and passion to know we can make a difference we will because we will be connected on a heart level to what really matters and we can all “get” that.  Lack and Abundance start as perceptions -they are contrived stories that manifest in the world based on our willingness to receive love and our courage to put our real desires on the table for everyone to look at.

Blessings to your wellness,

Daenin

2009
09/10
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“I am choosing to take good care of myself now!” Special Offer

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Reduced rates for those who receive four 90minute sessions per month for 3 months.

This is a special deal for people who commit to 3 months of work on certain select time slots once a week.

I am focusing on teaching now, and all my current clients are awesome and I only want 4 more.

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2009
08/10
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“Rappin on the Roots of my Destiny!”

Synchronicity speaks in these over-arching interpretations of the Radio 8 Ball live show by Daenin Tejeda. All the answers to the questions asked by audience members are woven together into a singular message for the masses- an ongoing oracular message for community insight.

Chronicles of the Pop Oracle #5 July 8th 2009 with The Sandman
“Rappin on the Roots of my Destiny!”
Wednesday Night

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Artist: Sandman: The Rappin Cowboy
Questions
1. Why do I Grind my Teeth?
2. Where is my boyfriend? (Prospective partner?)
3. What is blocking me on many levels?
4. Am I part Jewish, even just a little bit?
5. Will Pristique work for me? (Medication for depression)
6. How best and genuinely should I go about getting health insurance for my family?
7. Will I meet the love of my life between now and September?
8. Is it time to move again (I’ve moved 3 times in 6 months)?

Answers
1. TRIBUTE TO THE RAPPER’S DELIGHT 4 heart
2. LOWERCASE BLUES 5 throat
3. SANDY BOB 7 crown
4. GHOST 5 throat
5. BALLAD OF A SALAD 7 crown
6. PLEASE, LOUISE 4 heart
7. FRIENDSTER TESTIMONIAL 8 higher self
8. PO BOX 7 3 solar

So I took the Oracle’s first song as a sign that I should give the over-arching interpretation in the form of a Rap Song. It may be read in parts or as a continuous Rap.  The questions in bold are not a part of the rap.

Daenin’s First Over-arching Interpretation Rap

“Rappin On the Roots of my Destiny”

*Chew on this
Antithesis of bliss
“is my rappin hit or miss or a prelude -to a kiss?”
Do you get the gist?
Gorillas in the mist?
Who am I to be fly for the love that I’ve missed?
Is this just the grist- for the mill- and a fill for the hole in my history?
Or am I Rappin on the roots of my uncertainty!*

1st question:Why do I grind my teeth?

So where do I start, now that it’s torn all apart?
I know this is an art and -a family!
I know in my heart- a more certain me!
Daddy’s in the grind and he’s got things to do
and I choose to commit for the kid in-me-and-you!
Can I represent for my Man-cestry
Will I be present for this clan-cestry
Fry it up in a Pan-says she? Yes, Goddess bless
Yes I can says me!

2nd question: Where is my boyfriend? 5 Throat LOWERCASE BLUES

There’s a frog in my throat is it also my prince?
Well if I’m I’m gonna kiss him I better get some throat-rinse
Like Ariel when she has no voice- you still have a choice little mer-maiden -make some noise!
Cause a prince you see may not a prince-he-be and if you ask me you’ve got LOWERCASE BLUES to free
See this is the thing find your song to sing open up your truth and then you’ll get your ring
Be your own full voice! Body language is key!

3rd Question: What is blocking me on many levels? 7 Crown SANDY BOB

Grandpa SANDY BOB always used to say…but I never listened and now he’s dead and far away
Please Grandpa make some meaning of this madness I’m consumed by my sadness
I feel judged for my badness. The never-present “Dad-of-my-Dad-ness” robbed from my life
-Uncertain He makes for uncertain me!
At least in theory I agreed to believe that that story was me -is there some reprieve?
Is Shame blocking my connection to my crowning glory? What’s my story?
Numbness is Painful –only I would never know it- until I outgrow it!
Then my body starts to show it -and that’s a piece of the slow-down show down

4th Question: Am I part Jewish? Even just a little bit? 5 throat GHOST

Call great grandmamma, get her on the horn! And get some answers to these questions about before I was born. Oh wait she’s a GHOST and is chillin in heaven. Last time I saw her I was only eleven. Well how am I supposed to know If I’m Jewish or Afro-celtic-cuban, or gypsy or Balkan or Distant half-Tuvan. What will I be if I discover I’m Peruvian? Who knows what kinda story I’ve got something-to-prove-within!
All of my stories in my flesh and my bones, and who will help me make sense of these dusty old tomes? Crusty old gnomes are probably laughing their asses off, jeering at this-human with no special time-glasses of -the long living kind-
And will I really mind? Have I learned to get along with the clan at Christmas time? Of course it all matters cause it’s written in blood and whose theory of me will I imprint in the mud? Whose identity template will be my new meme? The gifts that were given and the debts that I’ve seen are they paid to the living? are they part of this dream? All I know is I’ve got stories to scream!

5TH Question: Will Pristique work for me? (Medication for depression) 7 crown BALLAD OF A SALAD

I’m nutritious and delicious but the screams “hurt my mind”. When It gets loud and crowd-rowdy in here I can lose track of time. Distracted from within, I can feel more “fresh and clean” with a rebalance of Passion-essentials in my subtle super-greens. IN and before my teens in my dreams the Source it seems is a scary blessing. Did I go too heavy on the dressing? Perhaps the undressing of a salad will bless you- yes you, and yes you too. Sometimes the even the most well reasoned rhymes sing a BALLAD OF A SALAD more than just a few times. No down can throw down like a fully-present green, stay green pony boy, super green -super green. How do I spell re-leaf? Is natures first green gold? Is it balanced to be bold? Only the Passionate woman shall pass. Get your greens en masse! Now that’s nutrition! –high-class. Spirit embodies in your flesh- you were born to get fresh!

6th Question How best and genuinely should I go about getting health insurance for my family? 4 heart PLEASE, LOUISE

Safety for all in the world that I care for. How can I have this forever and now? The genuine article is an unpopular truth: A passionate life is the fountain of youth. Need more proof? Without it – life leans into depression, a life of blasé, worry and soul-caging oppression. The best defense is a strong example of leading with passion and less with pre-amble. Inspire your own damn self and watch it ripple through the crowd trust their power to be safe comes with also being loud! PLEASE, LOUISE give it to me now! How long will you wait to begin your new plan? Monkey see Monkey do Monkey see Monkey do – Listen to the sandman–try to understand. Monkey see Monkey do Monkey see Monkey do It takes a heart to have a hard on. It takes love to live a life it takes a plan to plot the course and de-prioritize the strife. Ensure ecstatic living and pass along this power of voice. Set the tone, lock the door and live your heart’s highest choice!

7th Question Will I meet the love of my life between now and September? 8 higher-self FRIENDSTER TESTIMONIAL

The presence I put forward is not me inside, the “love-want” I projected- just a place to hide. There is no FRIENDSTER TESTIMONIAL that will teach me to let go. Deep inside, is the lover that I already know! My higher-self is my lover whom I give control. My crushes in life play a secondary role. The presence I put forward is not me inside, the “love-want” I projected- just a place to hide. There is no FRIENDSTER TESTIMONIAL that will teach me to let go. Deep inside, is the lover that I already know! My higher-self is my lover whom I give control. My crushes in life play a secondary role.

8th Question: Is it time to move again (I’ve moved 3 times in 6 months)? 3 solar PO BOX 7

Once I let go of “boxed love” then I have one thing left– the attachment I’ve had– to my special gift.

The journey ahead is as uncertain as me.

I consciously choose to have some clarity.

What’s my purpose in life? Where am I going?

“Where will I live?” Comes after “What’s growing?”

Plan for the journey and plan to flow, get ready for change cause it’s time to go.
*Chew on this
My thesis of bliss
My rappin is a kiss- with a twist!
Do you get the gist?
Oh Goddess in the mist!
I am super fly with the true love that persists!
I am more than grist for the mill- I fullfill my own prophesy!
I am Rappin on the roots of my Destiny!*

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Chronicles of the Pop Oracle #4 “The Pop Oracle Enters the Matrix”

Radio 8 Ball with Carrie Clark July 1st 2009
Synchronicity speaks in these over-arching interpretations of the Radio 8 Ball live show by Daenin Tejeda. All the answers to the questions asked by audience members are woven together into a singular message for the masses- an ongoing oracular message for community insight.

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Chronicles of the Pop Oracle #4
“The Pop Oracle Enters the Matrix”
Wednesday Night
Questions:
1. What do I have to learn from The Dark Lady?
2. Where is my Lady In Red?
3. What do I need to remember to keep staying out of my way?
4. I’m very sad + disappointed about the bad ending to a 7 yr relationship. What’s a positive way to accept and move through this change? What’s next?
5. When will I get my punch bowl cup back?
6. Responsibility or passion?
7. How do you make passion last?
Bonus synchronicity: Before the show I watched the Matrix reloaded and thought about the first matrix movie.
Song Answers: Aspect of self and level of applicable meaning
1. IT BURNS CROWN/WISDOM & UNDERSTANDING
2. HOME IS CROWN/WISDOM & UNDERSTANDING
3. A LITTLE ROMANCE ROOT/SURVIVAL-GROUNDING
4. JOSEPHINE THROAT/EXPRESSION
5. THE NIGHT BEFORE SOLAR/PURPOSE
6. THE STRANGER CROWN/WISDOM & UNDERSTANDING
7. LET IT RAIN SACRAL/CREATIVITY AND SEXUALITY

1. At first when your big-head is ripped off of your “ego-wanker-self” and your “Passionate Self” is revealed -as you emerge from your chrysalis into a world heating up, there is opportunity for massive change in Light, Wisdom and Understanding-while hugely positive- experiencing it firsthand doesn’t usually feel positive because IT BURNS the ego. Minds can get attached to familiar patterns and can react viciously to defend them. And like Neo you have been released from the Matrix. At first it is important to unplug and de-bug from the stories that have been a cage for your mind. As you become unplugged from the Matrix then you will be ready to receive the invitation from the Dark Lady such as Trinity or “Oracle” to offer you a few potent insights in understanding the forces in play in the Matrix following these dreams and synchronicities gives you an opportunity to get unplugged. Follow the white rabbit–this eventually- When you Choose to Believe in yourself, helps you get clearer on your purpose. Over time as you begin to believe, you discover your powerful purpose.

2. The ego/wanker-self, although mortally wounded, still has been the only reality that the new emerging passionate self has ever known in the outer world. The wanker has created a creature-comfort-cozy and familiar “virtual-reality” full of distractions and things to get attached to- where boundaries appear blurry. Power and real knowledge have been obscured in this foggy fake reality with so many memories of pure illusion and stories that limit freedom. HOME IS no-where “out there” anymore. Yet at least it is familiar! Out there is a homogenized, colonized and illusionary world of distractions. The woman of distraction the “Lady in Red” can get you killed in the matrix. Those who are plugged into limiting stories in the matrix may try to reinforce you into being trapped in your own stories like Agents. Having a free mind will help you survive in the matrix in times of great change where those with less adaptable-more attached minds are less equipped until they make different choices. And to the attached-wanker, familiarity is more important than clarity of boundaries. The true home can only be found when wisdom and understanding (which lead to connection to the higher-self and inner guidance) become more important than attachment to the ego’s ideas of home -based in attachment. Home is Peaceful Zion/shambhalla on Earth brought here through embracing, embodying and therefore manifesting the “Passionate Self’s” vision on Earth!

3. In search of further distraction and still in deep disbelief of the magnificence of the self, the negative ego seeks A LITTLE ROMANCE; The passionate self is emerging and so the creative powers of spirit flow through the passionate person and then they “have a story” about “what that means”. These passionate forces create physical attraction. This is not necessarily about love, it is about the search to reinstall or solve the puzzle of what seemed so enticing about the modeled stories that were displayed before you by your family and social groups when you were very young and just discovering what “Romance was”. This is about digging in the dirt and feeling your roots of belief about love. These are just ideas and stories that have had powerful effect on your life up till now. And you are beginning to realize that they are not real; that these stories are just “made up”! Yet also opportunities to unfold together may present themselves to you as you learn to love yourself and find completion from within. Love is everywhere.

4. While the wanker-self’s “memory story matrix” and re-installation agents do their best to re-ensnare the passionate self, the passion rages higher and this battle between (passionate presense/striving for deeper clarity and guidance) and (Wanker-instant gratification, numb unconscious living) heats up- represented by the character JOSEPHINE. /Persephone During this battle the passionate self invokes the Spider once again (see previous chronicle)to come to the rescue and remove the illusion and unwillingness to be present. Anger and rage rest below the surface of unexpressed emotions which are not considered politically or socially correct. Stories of Shame, guilt and feeling unworthy have blocked the door to finding your voice and true creative expression write your new reality programs with conscious language, with choice! Adjust your own personal Matrix enough to gain freedom from the current story programs which have bound you.

5. Words without purpose have no power and just re-expressing the same stories which have bound you will only give you temporary emotional relief/release and then re-install them. So the next step down the rabbit hole is knowing your purpose. With knowing true purpose your words have great positive beneficial effect in your life! Einstein said: You cannot solve a problem with the same mind that created it. Yet the tendency of the wanker mind is to look to the familiar for safety of a known quality. The Higher self is urging you to “empty your cup” and choose to go within and discover your passionate fountain-of-beautiful-purpose emerging right now,(the red pill) and your wanker mind is urging you to look at THE NIGHT BEFORE your previous understanding (the blue pill) of your purpose based in attachments, and devices of distraction like alcohol, passive-aggressive behavior, being trivial, unconscious eating-without-tasting and disconnected sex. Where you can believe whatever you wish and where fine distinctions are unimportant. There are many times you receive this choice and if you truly make it once fully- it may affect your life for a long time to come.

6. And in a desire to expand your awareness and your true connection to wisdom and understanding, and greater service while still being terrified of the true magnificence of your own real purpose and sovereignty, you call upon and create THE STRANGER, (agent Smith) someone to put on a pedestal who represents your resistance to your beautiful powerful purpose and also to play out your issues with -where there is less consequence based on familiarity or connection. This is a last ditch effort to create an anti-you which will be powerful for you that you can fight eventually. In a way the stranger trains you and pushes your buttons and helps you to recognize your strength and true meaning even though you created them to destroy you so that you can prolong your journey into your terrifying magnificence. As you continue to avoid your power on a deep soul level you grant to this stranger the power to be reflected in everyone around you. The stranger is your shadow-self as “Agent Smith” the agent of shame who believes you are unworthy of your purpose and will stop at nothing to destroy you at your request unless you choose otherwise. Being passionate is your deepest responsibility be clear on what will make it work for you in the world and create it, don’t expect it to land in your lap. Choose it in alignment with your passion and the wisdom of what you have a feeling that you know you can do. What do you believe you are capable of? What expands your belief in what you are capable of?

7. Give yourself permission to be present with your emotions as they are, just be with them, just let them be, there is no need to change them, just be with them and let them flow and watch them, really see them and be with them and LET IT RAIN. The key to sustaining your state as a passionate person rather than being stuck in the wanker-matrix is acceptance and understanding on a deep sexual level. The biggest obstacles to Abundance and flow as a passionate person have been shame and stories of the sexual-self as something shameful. The feelings are held in place when they are not understood or accepted or acknowledged. Then they persist. Shame stories are often so deep and early in life that they become “meta-stories” that program all other stories and in sneaky ways tell people how un-worthy they are of passion and abundance. These stories can be changed by becoming clear that these stories are made up first. It also helps to increase connection to healthy creative pursuits. Creative energy is connected to sexual and procreative energy. Then once you understand the decisions you have made in response to your circumstances in life and why around this shame knowing that these stories are just made up, then a new and clearer understanding can be realized. Passion expels fear and stories of limitation. Bringing presence into the body where the emotions of shame are –burns. The body heats up first- When understanding begins, the tears come and deep emotional release happens and new more empowering stories can be put in place. –Choice and the freedom to create the matrix as you see fit! So let the emotions flow and let the sexual energy be witnessed by you. Create a safe, sacred space for the rain to come down with radical forgiveness and acceptance of the self. With this shame releases and abundance flows as you come to know how valuable you really are while choosing to embodying your passionate purpose.

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